Winter winds

I love Mumford & Sons! Can't stop listening to them such an awesome band. Nice to have M&S on replay keeping me company as Christmas rolls in.. Husky honest homely voice. Merry christmas.

As the winter winds litter London with lonely hearts
Oh the warmth in your eyes swept me into your arms
Was it love or fear of the cold that led us through the night?
For every kiss your beauty trumped my doubt

And my head told my heart
"Let love grow"
But my heart told my head
"This time no
This time no"

Aww I miss this my dad used to do this when I was little. 

The past was glass bottles of pure white

Look at this tiny friend sweetest thing ever. 

So tired after selling uniforms and hanging at Siloso, a good thing, since sleep's so messed up now. So glad I'm meeting Mag tmrw cannot wait to talk to her, not sure if I can fully convey what I feel tho. Anyway hopefully we can get out of this ASAP. LOVE YOU. I want to go on long trips why is this trip so short. I want to fill my lungs with chilly air and let the cold wind kiss my skin and not worry about how time passes. I want to see cars and people make their way through a different city, to pause and absorb it all in, not busy myself with photographing and then forget to see the world with my own eyes. Four days is so short. Planned to go on an exciting journey on christmas' eve but now I'm not so sure afterall can't find anyone to trudge alongside with me or anybody who find this as exciting as me. Oh well. Happy holidays!

When foreign light hits a familiar face, it's the same

You know how the time flies
Only yesterday was the time of our lives

I tell myself over and over again that I have to keep this, keep you just as how it is because this is important and perfect to me. Suddenly when I looked I wasn't looking anymore and acceptance was like swallowing rocks down my throat. It scared the shit out of me how bizarre the pricks in my heart form a swelling ache a stupid illegitimate non justifiable almost nonsensical mental state so ridiculous I need to slap myself out of it. What is now is all I want, really. But it feels so foreign right now, I'm so afraid it is impossible.

Closing time 
Every new beginning comes from some other beginning's end

Yeah, I know who I want to take me home
I know who I want to take me home
I know who I want to take me home
Take me home

Stupid girl

He put it on me, I put it on,
Like there was nothing wrong.
It didn't fit, it wasn't right,
Wasn't just the size.

They say you know,
When you know.
I don't know.

I didn't feel
The fairytale feeling, no.
Am I a stupid girl
For even dreaming that I could?