Hasn't been Wednesday in a long time

Met up with this girl today heehee luv her, although I ended up doing 3/4 mcqs hahaha. Somehow when I talk to her my mind will auto-sort itself out. [MOONCAKE FASE]

Last night I was so tired but so happy I couldn't fall asleep. It's so amazing because that has never happened before. I know there is still mcq and all, and I promise I will switch on my full study mode from tmrw onwards, but I can't help but feel a heavy weight lift off my chest. Happy dance happy dance happy dance! And KHADZ you bluff me hahaha I can't download anything from that site its exactly like the one we went to when you guys were at my place!! HAHAHA stupid khadz lifted my hopes momentarily I WANNA SEE YOU SOON. I need to learn from you move my butt and start running again! Oh I know what dec outing can be!!!! Text you tmrw so excited. Anyway after talking to shermin today reality is like a smack in the face, opposite from what we have all along wanted howww shermin? And the world is such a weird place with so many different perspectives and everyone is so often caught up in their own. 

MAGLOVE, I don't know when you will see this you're probably on the plane to Korea right now just want to tell you stay strong and happy ok? Remember when we spoke about the day for all of this to end and for us to gain liberation from all the crazy books and stress we have to take responsibility for? It's right now! And it's not worth for sadness and anger or what you are going through now to take away what you have been looking forward to. I know it's easier said than done, but just try okay? Put everything to the back of your mind and celebrate your trip and freedom. Love you very very much and I hate to see you unhappy ;(